Is this really your dream?

Okay no more games i have now officially owned a company/business- Hold on, Stop the madness;  that bears repeating or shall I say shout I own a company!!... Wow...okay back to the regular scheduled...for about three months and have made two okay zero moves to really i mean really be successful.. What is the problem i'm saying all the right things but when it comes down to it I'm still making excuses. After getting paid Friday September the ninth i lie to you not my check actually decreased 10% now mind you i haven't had a raise in the four years i have worked for this company, yet the work load have drastically increased and now i have the added insult of a check cut by 10% wh!#$%. So again I ask why am i not working my business? At least then it will be on my terms supposedly this is my passion my dream so i need to start acting like it and get serious, be diligent, and consistent in my pursuit to turn my dream of becoming a successful entrepreneur a reality. i'm learning the hard way by evidence of my more than lacking check (Darn you City of !$^%)  the importance of being a self starter because there is no boss in my ear telling me what and when to do something because I'm the boss and the choices I make or don't make determines my success...and how long I'm stuck there...for I too am...Inspired2prosper